New Website

Hey,

my new site is "somehow" up. I still have to install some plugins and make some adjustments as well as choose a new domain name as soon as possible. But for now it's available right here:

http://frank.webhostzone.de/

Wow, there's a lot to come

Just a little update. I studied a lot in the last few weeks, but also did a lot of micro inner game management. So I take a few days off to rest and eat a big fat goose.
Happy Christmas by the way

And it's so fucking hilarious, that almost anything I learned so far about spirituality has proved to be true in experience. I almost cried when I thought about what human potential there is, ALL PROBLEMS could be solved and just nobody knows about it. I'm sure there will come a HUGE change in some years. And I'm not only talking about when the financial system proves itsself again to be a fallacy. I mean a change in Consciousness, what Osho calls Zorba the Buddha.
I think I'll do some more clarifying posts about this stuff, to show that it's not spooky stuff and that it does not have to make you go mad.

Doing inner game, I also noticed how fucked up I am myself. When you realize that getting guilty, ashamed, proud and so on are just distortions of truth, and actually fuck you up, because they are not even needed. You literally take on a higher perspective and from then on it makes no sense to go back. Why are they not needed? Because it's not you feeling guilty, ashamed, proud, etc. It's your ego. Most people don't care they think it's just the way it is and dandle themselves in neutrality. But we're here to go to the next level right? It's not enough to work 9-5 at a boring job, or have unsatisfying relationships. It's about being the very best you can be.
And when I get to know something I post it, assumed I'll get the shit handled

So happy holidays and don't stop growing.

Funniest Cat Videos Ever

I packed in some cute and funny ones. Did you know that a cat purr calibrates at 500? Well, I guess I wasted my last life with cat cuddling and that's why I have an allergy now. Anyway, even if you're a cat fan like me I think you'll find one that you haven't seen yet.

What the Fuck?! - Spiritual Experiences

Mhhh crazy stuff.... Today and yesterday I started trying out "The Love All Method" and "The Awareness watching Awareness Method" from the book "The most direct means to eternal bliss" from Michael Langford. I jerked off to porn while smoking a cigarette and at the same time trying to love myself completely. It was quite interesting that I felt very very blissful after that for 5 hours straight until I fell asleep. It was a tingling and warm feeling, with all worries evaporated. It was so good that I was content with doing nothing but just enjoying the feeling for hours. There were still thoughts and they only dissapeared for a minute or so when I tried to love them too. I felt that before in the heart chakra meditation, but not so strong. Today I tried it again and it was even so intense that it was overwhelming, but only for about 30 seconds. Then the feeling almost dissapeared. I guess there's a lot of shame and guilt involved doing things you would normally condem yourself for doing them and it's quite a blast when it's released.

Right after that I did the Awareness watching Awareness Method additionally and fell asleep while doing it. When I woke up I saw a small light with darkness around it. Don't know if it's the light all the scriptures talk about. However this state did not feel like hypnosis or like a lucid dream. Don't know what to think about it though.
Well, it's cool experiencing such stuff when you just tried it out for the first time. I'm excited what's about to come and if I'm able to love myself under any circumstances all the time.